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[12 Jun 2007|09:30am] |
my life is a fucking roller coaster no fucking lie.
shes mad at me AGAIN because he wanted to take me out after i graduated
im over people being mad at me over dumb fucking reasons
and i hate hate hate the fact that shes choosing him over me FUCK
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| a month or so later |
[01 Jun 2007|07:04am] |
its interesting to see how much my life changes in just a matter or a month or so. im very very boy crazy ha let me tell you t j1 g j1 k j2 < them boys
i lost my best friend over one of them, probably the dumbest thing ive ever done in my life because it wasnt even worth it in the end, i swear i can be so dumb
and the last one, well things were going great, i guess you could say we were "seeing" each other. then his best friend had to realize how much she wanted to be with him AFTER he told her about me. so i got kicked to the curb (or how it feels at least) ugh i cant stop thinking about it though : [
tonight is the peace senior banquet
tomorrow i get my classes for lbcc (i think.. im still kinda confused about that one haha)
13 days until i graduate
i cant fucking wait!
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| life |
[09 Mar 2007|03:05pm] |
is just fucking wonderful
i havent been this happy in
a long long long long long long
time and i fucking love it<33
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[23 Feb 2007|02:05pm] |
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is deffinietly coffee ice cream OH MY GOD i loveeeee it. visions open mic tonight with danielle should be fun. wedding tommrow, im kinda nervous lol joshs house after i think. going to be taking care of him because hes getting his wisdoms taken out. everyone is getting that done now. brr im freeezing in my el casaa got to get ready. byeeee
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[19 Feb 2007|10:19am] |
well i guess i am terrible at reading people
i guess everyone was terrible at reading him
jaglkdhgls maybe he was kidding??? ugh i hope
its raining out : ] i loveeee the rain.
five days until my cousins wedding
i cant waiiiittttt <33
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[16 Feb 2007|11:53pm] |
this crap is starting to piss me off
bah but someone else makes it betterrrr
mmhmmm work was terrible tonight. period.
i left my charger at fucking work : [[
devistated
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| oh dang |
[09 Feb 2007|07:04am] |
i really like him : ]]
hehe i know how jess felt
about being a little girl
with a crush awww jgklasd
i cant help but smilee
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| this is i cant stand you |
[08 Feb 2007|04:08pm] |
i want my fucking tiffanys necklace back
he wont bring it and its really pissing me off
he probably doesnt even care about what happend
but all i want is my fucking necklace : [
im happier now and ive realized that im done with
his games. i mean if you read all my posts its
aww i love him then aw we broke up and it was
like a never ending circle. now its ending
and im glad.
oh and i think i like someone : ]
yeahhhh
peace♥♥
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[04 Feb 2007|09:30am] |
I really wish I could take back a day and rewind it. Yesterday really sucked and even though I probably shouldn't be worrying about it anymore well I am. I had a terrible dream that tim broke up with me, it made me realize what a mistake I made yesterday even more and how I don't want to loose him again. Wow I'm lame everycar that drives down my street I stop to hear if its his :/ things will smooth over soon I need a few midol andother long bubble bath and I should be good :]
I bought really cute clothes yesterday oh man I'm excited :] today is the superbowl and I have no freaking idea what I'm going to do.. In a way I wish I was working because then I know I'd have something to do lol how lame :]
Right so I'm going to get ready for who knows what
Peace♥
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[01 Feb 2007|02:49pm] |
i feel happier then the rest of the week
my day was actually really good yessss
getting back to normal haha<333
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[27 Jan 2007|08:10am] |
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Dang its been foreverrrrr maybe if my dad hadn't taken away my keyboard.. I wasn't pissed about my computer getting taken away bc I have internet on my phone it was when I realized I had to have a keyboard to type in my password so I could at least listen to music was when I got pissed :]
I am so so so so so glad finals are over I swear I hate them I hate my ghetto freaking school and all the ghetto/bro/gangsters/just freaking annoying people who run around screaming for no apparent reason like were in elementary honestly NOT necessary.
Going to the swaaaap meeeetttt today getting a new purse some stunnaa shadessss and a memory chip for my phone which I found out that I didn't have because I sent it away when I got my other sidekick.. Ha yeahhh how stupid
I really want a chocolate bar and a crumb donut both souns amazing at the moment maybe i'll get some
I NEED to get my permit again this is just rediculous someone take me? I drove my moms van down the drive way and it made me think how much I missed driving and I liked being up in the van vs down in the camry.
Mmhm well I've got to get ready
+maries, swapmeeeet, tims?, woorkkk :]
Love you jessicafaceee and you know I'm always herrre
p ea c e♥
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[20 Jan 2007|12:23pm] |
no blonde :]
people amaze me they say they want one thing
and then they do something totally opposite
bah whatever im atempting to not look in the past
anymore it just brings me down sometimes.
brandon box really bummed me out yesterday.
its crazy how we rarely talk anymore.. year and
a half of friends and more just washed down
the drain. but i guess thats how life is
theres a reason why the people from your past
are not with you in the future, i guess
sometimes its better that way. and anyways
i love the people in my life now. geeze how
happy am i to have worked at shp.. i love the
people there.. they are like the family ive always
wanted.. the kind that actually likes each other
and gets along. aww i love them mmhm work now ha
how convinient : ]
livviing on a praayyeeeerrrrrrr(forjess)
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[18 Jan 2007|07:09pm] |
i think im going to
go back to blonde : ]]
im super excitedd
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| [all] nighter? |
[16 Jan 2007|11:11pm] |
i dont want to do this essay anymore
im so tempted to just jump into my nice
warm bed and go to sleep. this is what
i get for being the biggest procrastinator
in the world. and the fact that i had a
bad day and got off work late doesnt help
my motivation for this thing. ugh well
back to god and the fall of man. the only
fall i want is me into bed : \
peace♥
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| graphicdesign |
[12 Jan 2007|02:01pm] |
S "sergio loves his pooontaanggg"
J "his poontang is dirrty"
K "he doesnt have a poontang james!!"
J "oh then his gf"
S "fuck that hers is niceeee. go jack off to your justin timberlake"
J "HEYYY howd you.. oh uhm fuck you guys"
K "everytime you masturbate you kill a kitty"
S "artis cat died a couple weeks ago"
K "well that explains a lot"
A "no it didnt i still have him hes fat"
K S " oh my god artiiiiii"
S "mr correa look at what katie gave me for christmas"
mr correa looks at the dog tag
MRC " i heart poontang.. too bad i dont know chinese"
id have to say that we have the most random and weird conversations in that class
i love it though : ]]]]
disneyland toodayyy with sarrahh loveeeee
mmhm front of the line passes and errrything
cantwaitcantwaitcantwait
<33
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| paranioattack |
[10 Jan 2007|02:40pm] |
econeconeconecon
biblebiblebible
p h i l o so p h y
those classes are PACKING on the homework and projects
dont want to do this essay about the nature of god
yep
jessica your pursuit of happiness is coming!!
and sorry for that guy today lol he took my phoneee
♥x7589462
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| a new year |
[08 Jan 2007|02:33pm] |
bah school again. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. i didnt realize how much i like going to school. my teachers are pretty awesome with the exception of mr correa but who knows whats wrong with him : |
i watched batman begins a couple nights ago i liked it
now im watching superman, we started it last night but so far
its really good : ]
mmmkay back to econ homework
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| such great heights |
[02 Jan 2007|02:30pm] |
im sick : [
my throat is scratchy and my stomache keeps rolling around in there. not a pleasent feeling thankyou. my dads bringing me soup the only kind of soup that i really like when im sick. didnt go to work again today, they always sound pissedddd when i call but everyone is calling in sick, cause everyone is passing it to everyone and now tim is sick too :\ its a major contagious circle thats going on. i feel so weak its hard sitting in my chair nobueno. crap i want to watch a movie but the cleaning lady is watching brandyand mrwiskers i had to watch it for ten minutes and oh my god it was the stupidest thing ever it was terrible. ah im going to lay down in bed hopefully the cleaning lady leaves soon so i can watch a movie. : [
pee ess.
i want to cry&&jess get better soon : ]
maybe a certain someone will call
and you guys can hang out hmmm<3
♥;
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[01 Jan 2007|10:56am] |
new years wasnt THAT bad. if jessica wasnt there i pretty much would have gone crazy. i like how the new year is starting. movies lunch : ] i cant take a shower yet because my parents are putting up a new vanity in the bathroom i had to like yell at them so i could pee geeezeeeee haha. dang its the year i graduate. shit. now its going to be COLLEGECOLLGECOLLEGE from everyone and i dont want that cause it just stresses me out.
im out got to get ready
&&&&&&&&&&jess
well find a way to pursue it : ]
peace<3
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[27 Dec 2006|11:16pm] |
So I haven't been on my actual computer for over a week because I don't want to waste so much time on it. Mmhm so tommorow I'm having blood work done then I have to work because I said I would and I forgot about my bloodwork crap but ill get over it :]
Lets seeee xmas was good got the necklace that I reallyyy wanted, went to the movies and lunch with my parents and my moms jewish friend
I can't wait to play clue with errrbody mmm so excited. I have a hubby too. Kyle was engaged to becca but he married me insted ha geeze the fucking things we do at straw hat. Like today becca and I made a dough drawing of a guy giving anotherguy a bj yeah it was charlies idea and I have a picture.
Its mad crazy windy going on outside I love the sound of it. I'm going to sleeep my down comforter is warm I love it :]
And happy early birthday jesssicaaaa
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